Low profile

i have really been keeping a low profile these days and i must admit that i lke the results. This is really srtrange coming from me because i am not the down to earth type. Sometimes the blows that are thrown at you during this course named life make you sit back and revaluate yourself.

This is exactly whats been happening to me of late. This is by no means a confession that life has been unfair with me because of the terrible losses i’ve suffered. Infact this has been the best year of the 30 that i have been priviledged to see. This year i lost three dear friends, Phineas who fathered my first child and had a somewhat short but very blissful marriage, Max who was my best friends husband and Angela; my friend of 17 years.

This is the year that i really came to, if the truth be told. i am now more aware of who i am and what my strengths and weaknesses are. Because of this clarity i really believe that life does not begin at 40 but infact begins when you realise who you are and what your purpose is. Often in life people invest a lot of their money and time on motivational books just to get a clear picture of what their lifes purpose is. I sadly some seek this truth till the day they die but still don’t get it. î am am glad i know who i am am i’m  going to stop at nothing to get what rightfully belongs to me. i am doing away with the slackening and all that procrastination which has delayed my ascend.

 I just know that i’ll make it though i’m going through a lot of pain right now.  

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